fair well freedom

YES! ITS PAINFUL! ITS TERRIFYING! school in two days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im not looking forward to it, im a bit depressed right now im trying to find epic things to do on my last two days of freedom, i don't want to waste them they're so valuable! and its weird for the next two days i bet i will either be sleeping or hanging around the house only to find when its time to go back to school i'd wasted my last two days, its tragic.
I have to day though the past couple of days have been pretty awesome. I of course went cemetery exploring again, which was awesome. But yesterday we went way off track haha its a bit funny when i think of it. We were looking for a really old cemetery near here and we ended up going through a practically deserted town with what i saw only now two residence?? which was a bit weird. The town was interesting though it was pretty old. The only thing i don't understand is how people lived there, they were so far out from the shops or anything. I was sitting there thinking these people are insane until we went further, we ended up going on this weird god forsaken dirt road. No one was there, it was so isolated the only houses that were there were bloody ancient and abandoned. It was basically just a clear dirt road there weren't many of these ancient abandoned houses at all but when you drove past one it was half fallen apart and looked really sort of creepy.
We kept driving and we came to what would have and still was to really strange people, farming properties. They were also very very very old, the area was almost abandoned except for one farmer that i saw still there, he was just walking in his paddock. It was weird we were about 64k out of any area with any population what so ever and out of no where there was a farm with a farmer. I couldn't imagine being that isolated, so far away from shops with food, and civilization and virtually living off your own crops, well that is unless your willing to drive 64k each time you want food. Im sure he wasn't completely alone maybe he had his wife there but it still seems completely crazy. There was no power lines or anything out there so he would have to rely on solar and probably no internet cable. It also makes me wonder WHY he wants to be so isolated, i try to imagine my self living out there on my own for as little as a week and i can only picture myself going insane!

Today i was hanging out with one of my friends, we were sitting in the car waiting for my sister and we were laughing about god knows what, i don't even remember, but it must of been funny since we were in hysterics, anyway this woman walked past us while we were laughing and she gave us a really weird look as of though what we were doing interfered with her life at all. It bothered me that she was so interested in our laughing that she gave us that look it was the " wtf, they're idiots" look, as of though we were committing some sort of a crime. For a start, yes we probably did look like idiots but i don't see why it should affect her since we were in our car and secondly i hate how people who are older then me look down on me like everything i do is stupid, that i can't laugh with my friend without being an 'idiot'. I hate being looked down on by older people, its not like im doing anything wrong i was simply laughing. I do respect my elders but i think that older people should respect younger people as well, we're not all idiots who go out and commit crimes or whatever, It just bothers me. I don't know if any of you feel this way or if its just me complaining the way i usually do, but i wish we could be as equals, when i say that i don't mean we should be allowed to go out drinking and smoking at 14, nor do i mean ALL young people. I just think adults shouldn't stick there nose up at something as harmless as laughing, i think they shouldn't judge. Now i know as i said before NOT ALL young people deserve to be treated as equals when they go out drinking ect ect, but shouldn't that also work two ways? why should we respect older people when they also in some cases go out making idiots of themselves?


Right now its a bit late and im pretty tired so i think im going to go to bed now instead of rambling on and on like i could easily do haha. 

cemetery fun

Sorry i haven't blogged in a few days, i've just been catching up with a few friends and doing a few fun little things haha.

Today i decided to go cemetery exploring, i don't know why i just quite like cemeteries, but not new-ish ones i prefer old ones, old creepy ones. They're just interesting, they're historical. 

There is an old one near here which fascinated me. I was looking around and i didn't even notice this until i was closer to it, there were two grave stones , two very very old grave stones covered by trees. I of course wanted a closer look, it was hard to get in but i managed to crawl in its times like this im glad im small.

It was strange they were so.. covered. One was still standing but the concrete part where the coffin would be was just.. leaf litter it didn't look like there was any concrete at all anymore though im sure there was, probably just cracked but i wasn't about to check haha, and one next to it the tomb stone itself was on the ground shattered and the concrete where the coffin was, was cracked so bad as a tree had busted through it. I was a bit uneasy by that it just seemed like if i'd picked up one of the pieces of concrete or moved some of the leaf litter i'd be looking at a coffin, or if i slipped on something i'd fall right in. It was pretty fascinating but a bit weird i was the only one who could fit through to see it so it was a bit scary. It just seemed like it would be so easy to see the coffins. Though im sure they were a bit more better built then that but as i said before i was not about to check. I was still so fascinated by it all.

I only have 4 more days left of holidays, im dreading going back, i just love holidays and freedom so much!!!!!!!!

i don't feel dealing with school just yet, ITS TO COLD! haha i've come to realise one good thing about Winter, the right to complain that its to cold to do anything!

Is it just me or is it not until the end of the holidays that you begin to enjoy it? i mean the starts ok, its enjoyable, its relaxing but then you start to feel bored, then towards the end when you only have a few days left you start enjoying it and appreciating it then BOOM you have to go back :/

sort of a kick in the teeth isn't it?

I guess thats all i have to share right now, i have a killing headach for some reason and we're out of pain relief, that and im watching a weird movie called primal, its Australian and its a pretty good horror movie, but never in my life have i seen a horror movie thats disturbed me quite this much, i can't explain it i ended up pausing it for a bit i needed a break it was so... yeah. Surprisingly its near impossible to get on dvd so i ended up downloading it, im proud that this is australian but still , im cringing haha.

Boredom

Life is still.... boring, nothing is happening its so unbelievably painful i need something to do. The most interesting thing that's happened to me since the last time i posted was that i fell and hurt my hand pretty badly, its not broken but its sore i was playing with my cat and he jumped up and i fell, i put my hand out to stop me but landed on my thumb and it bent back and put pressure on my index which then bent back which put pressure on my wrist, if that makes any sense what so ever. So as i said before nothing new.

I guess i wanted to show you some of the recent photos i've taken, i didn't upload them before because the computer i was uploading on was being irritating.

Long time no chat

My god its been a while no?
i've just been so busy with school and life itself, but im back now. I'm going to try and blog more, im on holidays now so i really have no excuse not to blog for the next week and a half ( yes we only get 2 weeks holiday)

Im so unbelievably tired, its winter now so that explains it, i don't know if anyone else feels this way but during winter no matter how much i sleep im always tired. I anxiously craving summer i hate winter with a red hot firey passion, its to cold to do anything. I know i shouldn't complain because our winters arn't nearly as bad as winters in other countrys i mean it doesn't even snow here. But im a big baby and i can't help but complain, i hate having to get out of bed in winter and i hate being expected on school days to get my ass out of bed at 6:30 when its so cold and get dressed and go to school it sucks, our school uniforms are another pain in the ass during winter they don't keep you warm, i hate the fact that girls can't wear pants, fair enough we have stockings but they're so thin they do absolutely nothing, at the start of term 2 we have a choice whether we want to wear socks instead of stockings because at the very start its still slightly warm, but some girls didn't change to stockings , of course they have gotten warnings about it but i just don't understand how they do it, the stockings may not be much but they're something. Some girls are wearing the short sleeved shirt and no stockings and i'm just sitting there watching them thinking YOUR INSANE!

So its the holidays FINALLY i was longing for them, its just sad we only get 2 weeks i mean we don't have long enough to get into holiday mode and when we finally do its time to go back and its hard to get out of it.
I havn't even done much this holidays yet, i've just been enjoying the peace and relaxation of it all, im planning to catch up with some of my old friends which is pretty awesome im pretty excited about that.

My life right now is dull , you'd think after all this time i'd have HEAPS to blog about wouldn't you?
aside from moving house ( an obvious excitement) not much has happened, we had our mid year exams last term, they were somewhat stressful but not as stressful as getting the results back i promise you. I literally only JUST passed maths, i hate maths and i know i know i NEED maths im going to need it in my later life ect ect but as far as im concerned im only ever going to need the basics. To be honest the stuff they're teaching me now is virtually useless, as time filling as it is i don't think im ever going to use Egyptian numerals aside from school, its pointless. I know though we're in year 7 and any important information or whatever isn't useful to us at all right now so they're not teaching it, but i'd like to know that im not dragging my ass out of bed at 6:30 on a winter morning for nothing.

Another thing i'm excited about is i recently bought tickets to the Australian Soundwave festival, for thoughs of you who don't know what it is, its a massive rock/metal festival that goes around Australia, and every time they get really awesome well known bands to play. There is basically 6 stages or more spread out around a big oval or something and then there are shops and what have you, and you go to the stage you want and see the band play, another epic thing is they do signings so you can briefly meet band members.
Im stoked for it. My favourite band the black veil brides will be playing and a few more of my favourite including all time low, the pretty reckless and more even some older bands like van halen will be there AND the legendary alice cooper. If you live in Australia and you like rock music and are a fan of any of the bands i just names i suggest you go to Soundwave.com << little link there and check out the line up, and see if their coming somewhere near you.

I guess thats all i really have to offer right now, i will be back though but right now i think im going to go make myself useful and wash the car.

Heres some of my recent photography that i havn't had a chance to upload at all