Saturday, July 16, 2011

fair well freedom

YES! ITS PAINFUL! ITS TERRIFYING! school in two days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im not looking forward to it, im a bit depressed right now im trying to find epic things to do on my last two days of freedom, i don't want to waste them they're so valuable! and its weird for the next two days i bet i will either be sleeping or hanging around the house only to find when its time to go back to school i'd wasted my last two days, its tragic.
I have to day though the past couple of days have been pretty awesome. I of course went cemetery exploring again, which was awesome. But yesterday we went way off track haha its a bit funny when i think of it. We were looking for a really old cemetery near here and we ended up going through a practically deserted town with what i saw only now two residence?? which was a bit weird. The town was interesting though it was pretty old. The only thing i don't understand is how people lived there, they were so far out from the shops or anything. I was sitting there thinking these people are insane until we went further, we ended up going on this weird god forsaken dirt road. No one was there, it was so isolated the only houses that were there were bloody ancient and abandoned. It was basically just a clear dirt road there weren't many of these ancient abandoned houses at all but when you drove past one it was half fallen apart and looked really sort of creepy.
We kept driving and we came to what would have and still was to really strange people, farming properties. They were also very very very old, the area was almost abandoned except for one farmer that i saw still there, he was just walking in his paddock. It was weird we were about 64k out of any area with any population what so ever and out of no where there was a farm with a farmer. I couldn't imagine being that isolated, so far away from shops with food, and civilization and virtually living off your own crops, well that is unless your willing to drive 64k each time you want food. Im sure he wasn't completely alone maybe he had his wife there but it still seems completely crazy. There was no power lines or anything out there so he would have to rely on solar and probably no internet cable. It also makes me wonder WHY he wants to be so isolated, i try to imagine my self living out there on my own for as little as a week and i can only picture myself going insane!

Today i was hanging out with one of my friends, we were sitting in the car waiting for my sister and we were laughing about god knows what, i don't even remember, but it must of been funny since we were in hysterics, anyway this woman walked past us while we were laughing and she gave us a really weird look as of though what we were doing interfered with her life at all. It bothered me that she was so interested in our laughing that she gave us that look it was the " wtf, they're idiots" look, as of though we were committing some sort of a crime. For a start, yes we probably did look like idiots but i don't see why it should affect her since we were in our car and secondly i hate how people who are older then me look down on me like everything i do is stupid, that i can't laugh with my friend without being an 'idiot'. I hate being looked down on by older people, its not like im doing anything wrong i was simply laughing. I do respect my elders but i think that older people should respect younger people as well, we're not all idiots who go out and commit crimes or whatever, It just bothers me. I don't know if any of you feel this way or if its just me complaining the way i usually do, but i wish we could be as equals, when i say that i don't mean we should be allowed to go out drinking and smoking at 14, nor do i mean ALL young people. I just think adults shouldn't stick there nose up at something as harmless as laughing, i think they shouldn't judge. Now i know as i said before NOT ALL young people deserve to be treated as equals when they go out drinking ect ect, but shouldn't that also work two ways? why should we respect older people when they also in some cases go out making idiots of themselves?


Right now its a bit late and im pretty tired so i think im going to go to bed now instead of rambling on and on like i could easily do haha. 

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